Oh Blazingthru! My eyes weep with you. I know.......I know......Almost the same thing with mine. My heart is right now knitted with yours. She knew you loved her. The words are good but the actions, the looks, the laughs, the conversations, the silences......they all convey what words can never express. On angels wings she has flown. Imagine her never hurting again and having all of her faculties....watching you as you move through life, being proud of you. Knowing that she had so much to do with who you are. Crying now with you.
Thank you, I never imagine I would be this emotional. I had forgotten all that I did for my mom. My sister and brother and my children reminded me, but in my heart. I think I would have felt much better if I had went to see her Friday. i know that honestly, nothing will make me feel better. Now i understand the pain. I know what it feels like, we know its coming but always thinking we have a little more time. I cherish my father every single day. today, family fly in I am worried about the things they will do, please pray for me to have strength and patience. i know they will upset my dad. i hope and pray they come to comfort him and look after him so we can finish doing what we need to do.