Hi ladies. This is really long but please don't quote this.
It is part a prayer request and an enlightening moment I had with God tonight during one of my toughest days ever. For five months, I've been going through a health crisis. I've been bleeding continuously and very heavy. My doctors have noted that I have lost a lot of blood and I'm very pale right now. I am weaker and tired a lot,but I still manage to go out and work throughout the day.
My doctors diagnosed me with a fibroid,but they said it's too small to cause these problems. My OBGYN inserted an IUD,which is still causing me excruciating pain.Another doctor put me on birth control pills on top of the IUD, and I'm still bleeding very heavy and in pain. I can't take anything too strong because of my schedules, so I just endure the pain.
My biggest fear in this whole ordeal is my ability to have children. I desire to be a mother someday soon, so I'm trying to maintain my reproductive health.
Before all of this started,I had a dream and a voice spoke to me. I was driving in a car next to a man. I recognized him,but I haven't seen him in years. The voice told me to hold on to faith and fear not. You are meant to marry this man and give birth to these children. I saw a girl and a boy very clearly. The voice told me that the children are very important and must be born from this union.
So today after so many procedures,tests,and invasive probing, my doctor looked me straight in the eyes and said," I've never seen anything like this. He said the only thing left to do is "cut my belly open "and remove the fibroid, but my fertility may be affected.
I left the doctors office in tears and continued to cry all day. My friend contacted me with some bible verses, one of which was Mark 5:25-34, about the lady who bled for 12 years and touched the hem of Jesus's garment.
I suddenly remembered that my dad told me this story as a child when he was listening to Sam Cookes song about the story. My dad died in 2012, so I felt as though he was with me in my struggles. I knew then that I can be healed through faith,and that is my mission now. So ladies,I'm requesting prayers for healing and to be made whole and healthy. Thank you all for listening to my story and your prayers. May God bless you.