I've never been able to stick with anything I've ever decided to do, and so this is kind of like my own little "Let's see how long I can make this last" project.
In addition, I've always been told (by people of different races) that I could never grow my hair long because I was black, and then I was told (by people of my own race) that I could never grow long hair because I was relaxed. I want to prove all of these people wrong (and then flick my hair right in their faces!) by growing long, healthy, relaxed hair.