Hey DDT! You know I understand what you mean, I texlaxed and I really love it, I guess I am just not ready to be Natural and I cannot shave my head anymore either, Hubby will be mad and so will I, You and I both know the cycle that we go thru, after all these years of shaving and big chopping, relaxing, texlaxing etc. we would have had down our backs by now.
But I finally decided to do what is right for me and my hair and being texlaxed is for me, maybe one day I will go natural again forever but right now No. I don't have the time or money to spend on trying to find the right product for moisture, shea butter don't work, castor oil, oils etc. I have been thru that and it is time to move on, for the past 6 years You and I have had short hair because we can't make up our minds, we see one person with beautiful Natural hair that talks about the freedom and ease of care and how it saves her money, then we see beautiful Texlax or Relaxed hair that tells of how to stop breakage, shedding etc.
It can become overwhelming to some, I just say do what you really want to do with your hair! Sorry So Long