SelfStyled
Well-Known Member
Yeah, I'm an addict too, but I'm in rehab...
When I first got on here...I went compeletely pyscho. I didn't want to eat or sleep or even be bothered with my dd or dh (good to know that I am not the only one); I couldn't believe my own behavior! (I'm ashamed to admit it, but I went from reading 3-4 books a day to the baby, to zero! I am back reading again, just not as much, but I am working on it). DH thought that I was cheating on him, cause he couldn't understand what was making me stay up sooo late, and be sooo happy to be on the internet...Our relationship changed for the first few months that I was on here....he even started watching me on the pc to see "who" I was talking to.
I am doing better now. And I when my laptop died the other day, it was a gift from God. That took me out of comfort zone, and brought me back to the real world. I did everything I was supposed to do and more. And I was no longer "lazy". Now that my laptop is back...I am still doing well. Now, I am able to balance LHCF and home! I pray that I can keep this up.
at the bolded. I think our DH's may know each other
.I have been a year and still addicted, I don't know what my problem is. I have been trying to do more around the house, and then "reward" myself w/ small doses of LHCF. But you know how it goes, it will be just one more thread, which leads me to a fotki, but wait a minute, then when I am on that fotki, I see another head of hair that I just have to look at - next thing you know it's 2 hours later, dinner is not made, DH is looking at me like wth. My 4 y.o. is like, "Mommy, you got more work to do on the 'puter" , Me: "Yes baby, momma does". One positive thing, is I learned how to type really fast
. At least I have something to show for my addiction.
erplexed. All of those smilies are pretty descriptive for how much I used to be on this site. I think i read every post in the hair forum since 2003! 
