empressaja
Well-Known Member
Hello Ladies God has truly shown me so much. I had posted a while back about my marriage. I have been seperated and married for 5 years November 9th. A shame. Anyway god has shown me that I was wrong so wrong . I was so selfish and childish and pointing fingers all the time and just not a good person to be around. I have said I would be getting a divorce for so long and never got around to it so my husband and I just lived seperated but took care of our children. I treated my being married like it was some sort of technicality. I got baptized and chose to follow the Lord back in September and I have really struggled with so many things. I got rid of a relationship that was wrong and told my husband how wrong i was and asked for forgiveness. Ladies he forgave and we have decided to be a family. He said how he never stopped loving me and he just waited for me to grow up and mature which he has done alot of as well. I am so overwhemed by this I feel so undeserving. i haven't really absorbed this but I feel God has been so mindful of me all of this time. I just had to make a choice. I m so happy a little scared but I know God is in control. I have given this to him and he is changing so many areas of my life. I am a member of a small group ministry at my church we are doing the study " Falling in love with jesus" and the ladies in my group are so happy for me they see how God has changed me I have a lonnnnnnnnng way to go but I've come so far. i just had to share this. Praise God Praise god Praise God!!!
