LifeafterLHCF
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I have this yearning to be all I can be in the army of God that is.I want to be a woman of the truth,of strength,of power.I have alot of issues where I know the devil loves to hit me about being a godly woman.When I fail in my sexual purity(self gratification) I feel that Im a freak and will never get a husband.
I know that I have to be healed before I can ever get a blessing of a godly good man.I want to know from you ladies besides books which I will start to look into what are some tips on being a godly woman.Im starting to listen to sermons,watch videos,and anything i can get my hands on to learn what it means and how to be a woman of godly character.
Im learning im not a hoe,itch,disgusting,failure.I have worth and value.I want to be a mother one day,I want to be a good wife,and I want to embrace my personality which is bold,loud,and intelligent.Im learning how not to say things ie..when I see a handsome man not to tell him he is fine.
It feels so hard not to not be so bold.Im bold in situations that I feel God compel me to be.I feel bold right now by being so open.In my blogs lately I have felt God pull out of me things I would rather keep private.But no growth comes in the dark.
I appreciate you ladies so much.More than you ever know.
I know that I have to be healed before I can ever get a blessing of a godly good man.I want to know from you ladies besides books which I will start to look into what are some tips on being a godly woman.Im starting to listen to sermons,watch videos,and anything i can get my hands on to learn what it means and how to be a woman of godly character.
Im learning im not a hoe,itch,disgusting,failure.I have worth and value.I want to be a mother one day,I want to be a good wife,and I want to embrace my personality which is bold,loud,and intelligent.Im learning how not to say things ie..when I see a handsome man not to tell him he is fine.
It feels so hard not to not be so bold.Im bold in situations that I feel God compel me to be.I feel bold right now by being so open.In my blogs lately I have felt God pull out of me things I would rather keep private.But no growth comes in the dark.
I appreciate you ladies so much.More than you ever know.