babydollhair
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I keep having to fight thoughts of an old flame, turn friend. I really liked him. I believed it was mutual. We would talk for hours, real talk about life, our lives, falling short of being a christian, everything. Even when not so close we still made time to see one another every year. This year though we fell out because he made it clear he didn't want anything but sex. Either way, i cut him off, then he begged to come bk as a friend, only to turn around and cut me off. We both work here, not same building thought. I need prayer to stop thinking about him. I cant stop it seems like some times. I have had one sexual encounter with him when i was younger, at age 18. That was left in the past but i guess not really, that was almost 6 years ago. I need this broken off my life. He used to joke and say i loved him and when i started saying it bk he would just pick something else to talk about. I wonder if it was true? Either way some one pray for me