@beauti @trclemons Thank you!! I am a LOT better, physically, now...took a visit to the hospital and a few hot toddys but I am pretty good now.
I'm still trying to get used to not having to go to class, finish a million assignments, rush to class, deal with professors, yadda yadda yadda. Ya know...completing college with a severe mental illness is no walk in the park at all! I'm still in a state of shock and trying to deal with the transition mentally.
This is the kind of stuff I NEVER hear about graduating college...the days right after graduation, what it's really like, especially for people with mental illness, I can't tell you the HORROR I had to deal with trying to get professors to understand, being looked down upon, threatened to be removed from classes, all because they don't understand how hard it is just to HAVE the illness, and then trying to be productive in classes when your brain wants to do otherwise...utter shock. But I did it!
I want to go to grad school, but I am so terrified...especially after I got so stressed out and malnourished to the point that I lost SO much of my hair! I am over 7 years natural and my hair literally looks like it did in 2012...but it is making progress, thank God! I've started experimenting with rice water and so far I like what I am seeing with it
I spray it on my scalp and hair and my hair feels so soft and healthy!
I am also still doing my JBCO, HSN vitamins, making myself drink lots of water, and trying really hard to stay calm. I also have to watch my pressure because it's been spiking this year. 2018 was a very very hard year, but I accomplished so so so so so much. Only with the help of God...half of the stuff that I do should be impossible for me, but I keep my faith. I have faith He will give me my hair back lol.