Butterfly08
New Member
God put it on my heart to pray for my biggest enemy middle of last week. (It had to have been Him because it certainly wasn't me or satan)!
Anywhoo, within a day of me writing the thought to do this down in my journal, I suffered a HUGE attack. I had also been ministering to a woman who strongly feels that God has forsaken her. My faith had been in a good place and then all of a sudden I was doubting God, bawling my eyes out for several days, and angry at Him for not answering prayers in my life. The attack came so fast and hard that it took me a minute to put together what preceded it. (This is why I love keeping a journal).
So after some enlightenment and encouragement from ladies on the CF I realized that God really wants me to do this, and the enemy is mad.
So earlier today I recommitted to praying for my enemy again. Within a couple hours of my recommitment, he emailed me 2 ugly and threatening emails. Just the thought of praying for somebody who has DELIGHTED in hurting me in every way imaginable, killing my dreams and continually making my life miserable brings tears to my eyes.
Nevertheless, this must be confirmation that I am to pray for him.
So I am BEGGING for your help. I literally want to say "Lord, banish him from this earth. Break his fingers, toes, legs and arms slowly, then drop each piece into h*ll one by one." :burning:
Sorry, I know that was graphic, but I'm being honest.
PLEASE HELP ME with some scriptures that I can pray over him. So far I have only been able to bring myself to pray that he is delivered, because without going into detail, he has SERIOUS heart and integrity issues as it relates to his treatment of me. Am I really supposed to ask God to bless him in his mess and lies? I have particularly enjoyed listening to the Psalms that talk about beating your enemy as fine as the dust. So I am seriously needing some help on how to pray for him in a balanced way that truly honors God.
Thanks in advance ladies.
Anywhoo, within a day of me writing the thought to do this down in my journal, I suffered a HUGE attack. I had also been ministering to a woman who strongly feels that God has forsaken her. My faith had been in a good place and then all of a sudden I was doubting God, bawling my eyes out for several days, and angry at Him for not answering prayers in my life. The attack came so fast and hard that it took me a minute to put together what preceded it. (This is why I love keeping a journal).
So after some enlightenment and encouragement from ladies on the CF I realized that God really wants me to do this, and the enemy is mad.
So earlier today I recommitted to praying for my enemy again. Within a couple hours of my recommitment, he emailed me 2 ugly and threatening emails. Just the thought of praying for somebody who has DELIGHTED in hurting me in every way imaginable, killing my dreams and continually making my life miserable brings tears to my eyes.
Nevertheless, this must be confirmation that I am to pray for him.
So I am BEGGING for your help. I literally want to say "Lord, banish him from this earth. Break his fingers, toes, legs and arms slowly, then drop each piece into h*ll one by one." :burning:
Sorry, I know that was graphic, but I'm being honest.
PLEASE HELP ME with some scriptures that I can pray over him. So far I have only been able to bring myself to pray that he is delivered, because without going into detail, he has SERIOUS heart and integrity issues as it relates to his treatment of me. Am I really supposed to ask God to bless him in his mess and lies? I have particularly enjoyed listening to the Psalms that talk about beating your enemy as fine as the dust. So I am seriously needing some help on how to pray for him in a balanced way that truly honors God.
Thanks in advance ladies.
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