Soooo last wk or so i've been feeling like forget this celibacy stuff....i made it a yr and thats great but dang Lord give me something I need to know that one day I will get married so i'm not waiting in vain......it was a woe is me kind of wk....so of course the Devil knowing my struggle sent so many Toms and Harrys its been crazy!! I mean I was just getting a new # every day type of mess But for some reason it made me even more sad...i was struggling with these emotions and I got dudes interested in me but not in my God smh!!! Thankfully after avoiding "meet-ups" and sticking to my decision of not giving up I cried out to God again...then I went to my friends church and they were having an hr prayer on breaking chains (its going on for the rest of the wk) I had to cry out just say God take these feelings away...i left feeling that God heard my cries. Later that night my friend who is a minister and has the gift of prophesy and knows my struggle said she didnt want to depress me but she feels i wont be married for another 3yrs!
Can I say i'm actually RELIEVED!! yes i just wanted someone to say what i've been feeling...that no my Adam is not coming tomorrow lol I think that was what was bothering me I know i'm not ready...but knowing that yes it will happen and I got time just made me feel better in working on myself and my relationship with Christ!
whew wanted to get that off my chest..have a blessed day!
Be careful with prophecy...it's only in part. Also, sometimes people speak out of emotion. What was the purpose in telling you that? How would knowing that have benefitted you? When you have a gift you should exercise wisdom when using it. Some thing that a person knows may turn themselves farther from God than toward God. Maybe it's me but I'm so tired of the way some "church folk" do black women. The bible says test every spirit to see if its from God. Sometimes what a person says can reflect worldly circumstances or their perception and not God. If that's not what you want, don't own that. I rebuke any negative frame of thinking that is going on in your mind in the name of Jesus. I speak life to your spiritual life and I speak life into your future marriage as well. Your husband will appear at a time you won't even realize. He will have a heart for God. Be encouraged. Your future marriage will be blessed. I have spoken it into existence. In Jesus name it is done.